Friday, November 16, 2007
Emoing is Bad

these days, i keep getting sleepless nights.

maybe i emo too much.
it's probably bad for my mental health.
i may get depression or i may have insomnia.

i need my beauty sleep. see those pimples? they're caused by my body, subconsciously unwilling to fall into a state of natural rest.

why do i feel disorientated and alone?
i want my life back. return it to me! whoever stole it!
i feel stuck, like a fly on a piece of sticky tape, or a struggling person in a quicksand.
blogging's my way of release and ventilation.

you know, maybe the songs i listen to is affecting me, in a way. like this jay chou song, 蒲公英的约定 which causes my heart to ache with sorrow. it made me weep like crazy the first time i heard it. serious.

o levels might also have a part to play. did i study until i went bonkers?

chocolate makes people happy. and i haven't been eating enough chocolate, have i? now i see why i'm upset. Ha!

now let's talk about things that make me happy.

• reading God's Word. spiritual satisfaction...what could be better?
  
• shopping at heeren - i've got a $20 heeren shops voucher! i will be hitting the shops there with my mom soon.
  
• shopping at AMK HUB
• shopping at marina square (these are my 3 favourite shopping centres)
  
• ice-cream!! i haven't touched it for abt like 2mths now. i miss u ice-cream.
• bathing in a bathtub. (i loved it since i was a kid) that's why i love hotels.
• free stuff! (call me cheapskate)
• listening music
• playing music
• singing
• sitting on an airplane. i get scared at times. but overall it's exciting!
  
• airplane food. it's just soo fun to eat it. you've got the appetizer, the desert, the main course, a tiny cup of tea/coffee, butter, bread, serviette, cutlery...all in one tray. it's just fun lar.
• travelling to foreign countries. it's like an adventure...i love all that excitement
• going to the beach,
  
• looking at the boundless sea,
• listening to the continuous lapping of the waves,
• feeling the wind caress you gently...it feels like Love
• hanging out with my fun-loving friends.
• blogging. hehe.
• looking at cute cupcakes. looking at them gives you a greater pleasure than eating them.
• appreciating God's creation...animals, trees, mountains, valleys...
• watch meaningless cartoons like spongebob squarepants.
  
• getting rid of dust.
• cakes. i try to avoid them though. haha.
• baked rice =P
• my pillow, bolster and blankie! i can't sleep without a blanket.
  
• high heeled shoes
• watch documentaries

and the list goes on...

yay! i feel better now!

maybe i'm just bored. which explains all that gibberish i've been posting up.

- ning, come back soon~!